its 0212am. have to wake up at 5, be at safti by 0630 for dumb luggage party.transport kitbags to airport,be dismissed then go back home. then be at the airport by 2359 again. brunei is what beckons me. the really 1 X big big jialat jialat obstacle in front of my path to commissioning. army guys would know what i'm saying. though anything can happen after that, this is really gonna be the mother of all obstacles. its like the final challenge of fear factor where maybe they make u eat cow testes or donkey penis before u get the cash. for 3 weeks i will be away. will come back looking like a stick i think. i think many people really want the jcc badge. i want it too yes...btu somehow my feeling towards it is a bit more nonchalant than the rest. i dunno why... does 1 less badge on the chest you're lousier or more fucked up? does 1 more badge make u a better officer? i dunno. does a badge represent all that is competency and proficiency in the subject matter that you're in? i dun think so to a large extent. anw, bottomline is take care everyone when i'm away. will be back ON CNY EVE so if anything, contact me after 8th feb. or i will get back to those whom i wanna meet up with. the usual gang like the brudders, 4F, jiemin, fir are the usual top priority suspects of course.
just to backtrack a little on the past day's events. watched soccer at chijmes with brudder hb, good stuff there. i went to peninsula to by the tiger beer singapore jersey. fucking proud to wear it. the challenge will be if i will still continue wearing it, say a scenario like malaysia thrashes singapore 4-0 again. i hope i will. for that will make me a bloody hypocrite if i don't. before that the day's morning was spent at RI playing good ole soccer with 4F, albeit a few of them this time only, glenn, brendan, nicky, les, merv, bobo. too bad honey couldn't join us. hope ure fine now bro. the night before was spent at hb's place with an all guys havoc night man. after a jim beam mix, few small cups of white sparkling wine and 3 slippery nipples, conked out was i on hb's couch and bed. have never gotten so high before man, but i really let loose and had fun. that may not sound alot but i really lost it man. thanks brudders, times with u guys are always times to relish. now i fucking miss kuku. wonder how he is in brunei. prob high now since its towards the last stretch. wonder how fast/slow time will past when my turn there comes. but i know when we're back, its our turn to wear the peak cap and there're only so many exercises left. just looking forward to the many admin time, nights out and OILs. and of course 2april. this entry sounds more like a soliloquy, me talking to myself but heck, going to slp now. hoepfully i have time to post new pics up. till then, pray for me will ya?
